besties
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Dear Nikki,
I never thought it would come down to one of us saying goodbye to the other. I am sad that this is where we are. I really thought you were going to be a friend till the end. But life changes us, trauma changes us, hell even healing changes us. Today, I will be writing…
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October 21, 2026
The depression is pretty deep today. I struggled getting out of bed and even getting coffee this morning. I know therapy is supposed to be helpful but many times, the day after I just feel like shit. I think of everything two and even three times ad am like an emotional bomb just waiting to…
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I woke up in a rage….
I have been missing my little bug lately (my godson “Jack”) and I wonder how he is doing. I still have a very hard time grieving the loss of her friendship. I talk about her and us a lot in therapy and while I have made peace with my decision to respect my own boundaries,…
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I missed her today…
This is a post about my feelings missing someone that I know is no good for me. I will always miss her and the bond we once shared before it was tainted.