Seems kind of stupid to just date this post since it is already dated but I can’t think of anything clever. I am tired today for whatever reason. I am thinking the new med change. But, today is a busy day for us. I am trying to get motivated but I have only had one cup of coffee and I feel like it is gonna be at least a three cup day.
I laid in bed last night after going over the final thoughts on the titles of the books I am writing about my life. I feel good about them and I am excited for the all of it. I was worried that thinking about everything all at once was going to trigger nightmares but I was good. Thank goodness for modern medications.
Today we are going to see my great Aunt that I have called “Mamaw” since the day I met her. She is the sister to the grandmother I never knew. Considering my mother was so young when her mother died, Mamaw stepped in when it was necessary and probably ended up saving her life. She is a wonderful woman and I am so grateful that I have this time with her. Boys, she asks about you at every visit. Camdon, she knew you as a baby (I have a picture of her holding you that I will post so you can see) and always talks about you and prays for the both of you. She loves you as does all of your family here. On my last visit a few weeks ago she requested that I make her a lemon cake so that is exactly what I am doing. I am writing as the butter whips.
Camdon, your birthday is Monday. I want to go through my pictures and find some of us. It was just you and I for a time, before your father even knew you. It was just you and me kid. Some days I wish it could have stayed that way. I miss you so much boy, I pray for you daily and I hope that you have an amazing birthday making wonderful memories. Know that I am thinking of you and will make a cake in your honor as always wishing we were together.
Well it is about time that I go make that cake now. Love to you both.
~Rose
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