This weekend was a busy one!! I had a wedding to deliver and attend. I also had to finish up the cake on friday and saturday morning. The wedding was beautiful, it was my “god daughter “and I am so proud of her. I was there when she was born at a very very young age. Her mother, who was my childhood best friend, is not in her right mind due to losing a battle with addiction. She is very deep into it and although we all pray for her, we doubt that she will ever lead a clean life. Any who, I attended as requested and made the wedding cake. It was an honor to do it as a wedding gift to the couple.
Sunday we had church with my family in my hometown. That is the thing about living so close, I am blessed to be able to be included in things like that. Something I haven’t gotten to do my entire life. It is really nice. I just wish I would have understood what kind of relationships were waiting for me had I stayed at home and just made a life here. Church was really good and no one recongnized me so that is even better. Afterwards we enjoyed football for the rest of the day and I couldn’t have asked for anything better. My team is 5-0 this year and I hope they hang on to that.
Therapy has been going pretty good and the depression has been kept at bay. I think the med change has helped with that as well. Still hoping for more of a change in the coming weeks for the better. We are finally able to sell the house we have out in another town. It was inherited after my boyfriends mother passed. We have been waiting on that so that we can move on and start our lives together in a actual home. We are both excited and a bit nervous. It is also the reason why he has held off on proposing. So we both know that is coming and we are both like little electric eels around each other. It is nice to feel that excitement and spark again. So we are hard looking at houses and pray daily for something to come open that will be suitable for our forever home.
When I daydream of our home I also picture my grown boys there. I think that will always be a daydream of mine. Picturing life with them in it. Even just visiting me and me being able to give them love and show them a different side of life. I know the odds of that are slim but hey, I will never stop hoping and dreaming of the opportunity.
Well lots to get done today in the way of school work and working on building up the business but boys know I am carrying you with me today and thinking of you as always.
Love,
Mom
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